TI Testimonies

Ariel

I am sharing my story to empower others to share theirs, together we are stronger and our stories need to be heard. I was introduced to this unseen world in June 2019, but it is very possible this was going on for 6 months prior, just dormant. I was separated from my husband and our divorce finalized in March 2019. I was truly broken and turned to alcohol, bars and men to fill my broken heart, which only left me empty. I started seeing someone, then suddenly my life changed like a snap of a finger. I started hearing my neighbors talk about me, then co-workers, then thought I was hacked from every direction from my home, car, computer, phone and so much more. How could what I was hearing know everything about me? Every deepest darkest secret? But, that was not all, I really knew something was completely off when I was laying in bed and started feeling chills that were not normal, sensations or shocks on all my lady parts that felt very invasive, feelings of pulsating shocks all over, shooting pain and what felt like vibrations on my heart and different organs. Random places that I was getting hit with vibrations and shocks, now had burns on the outside of my skin. When my eyes were open, I would see moving black dots and when shutting my eyes, it was like I was watching a movie but I was wide awake. Random unbelievable ringing noises in my ears that would go high and low. I stopped taking all my medication and didn’t drink a drop, nothing changed. I have heard and seen a lot of things in my 40+ years, but nothing like this. I soon realized, the world around me would not understand not even my Family, Friends or Doctors. I kept it all in and tried everything I could think of to get rid of what could be causing it. I stopped seeing the guy I thought was stalking me, started getting rid of phones, computers, cars and even moved 4 States away. Nothing changed, the reality kicked in, something is inside my body. I could go on for hours about the torture I went and go through, but it doesn’t solve a thing. I soon found out, what I was experiencing was not so weird, it all lined up with what “Targeted Individuals” go through. Finally, I have people to relate to!

I had to make a choice for this to be the worst thing or the best thing that ever happened to me. I choose for it to be the best thing. I have no doubt that the Lord has a plan even in the mist of being introduced to this dark world. I went back to my roots, turned on my Christian music and soaked up all the Lord’s love. I started reading his promises and let them all sink into my heart. I started listening to Caroline Leaf and learned how to redirect my thoughts, the power of trusting the Lord and how I could still feel peace worshiping the Lord all the way through this storm. It is work from the time I get up to the time I go to sleep, but absolutely transforming. The Lord already prepares us for everything we are experiencing. Little by little I started getting educated on where our world is going with AI, Intelligence and Science. It is all wrapped up in how a human works with technology moving faster than lightening. I have no doubt, my information is going somewhere. If someone else wants to use me as a Human Rat, why don’t I challenge myself to learn what I can do with the unique human the Lord created me to be? I left a job of 21 years, got out of debt with the exception of my car, sold my house and found myself in the best Financial spot I have been in. I have been single for over 3 years and finally feeling at peace by myself. I have no doubt, my next relationship, I will not be carrying all the weight of my other relationships in to that relationship. I finally let the Lord’s love shoot all through me to heal, forgive, and understand why I made some of the decisions I made throughout my life. I was always looking for someone or something to fill a void only Jesus could fill. I choose to walk in Freedom with Jesus’s love and grace no matter what this world throws my way. Learning to love like him has been one of the best gifts I have ever received, I completely see what I couldn’t see before and hear what I couldn’t hear before. I used to depend on people, material things, money or simply things going my way to be happy. I had to remove myself and selfishness to remove depression, anxiety and fear. I still have a long list of things to work on, but little by little he is changing me inside out. I realize I don’t need anyone or anything in this world but him, with him, I can love without expecting it back, give without expecting anything in return and truly love people for who they are, where they are.

My heart aches for the people on both sides of this twisted world I find myself in. I pray that both sides of the story slowly start to come out. I can’t imagine people joined that world to be completely evil, I want to believe most people are good. Plus, we were made by love no matter how we were conceived, once you learn how to Love from the manufacturer you can’t help but to let it pour in you and through you! There is no way, someone reading my mind hasn’t felt the Lord’s love, grace and forgiveness! With that being said, in him YOU ARE A NEW CREATION! I pray that as we both see what the Lord Power can be in and through you, on top of what’s happening in this world that we grow voices together to leave a better world for more generations to come. It takes more of us to rise from the ashes and walk in freedom!

Ariel

Melody

2013 - End of my Marriage

As of 2022 I’ve been targeted for about 10 years now. Unknowingly for about 8 years. The past 2 years is when the V2k started 24/7, except when I'm asleep, and when I'm asleep my dreams are manipulated. 2020 is when they made their presence fully aware to me. I was 1 year sober and had moved out of my sober living, which I was managing at the time in with my boyfriend. (huge mistake). This was the longest amount of time I’ve had sober since I was 14. I’m 39 now. They made it seem like the "voices" were coming through the wall and they were Cops. I relapsed about a month after being in this apartment. The first year of my targeting was trauma based. They made me think it was my neighbors and harassed me with remote neural monitoring and voice to skull, until I moved out and went to treatment. Once I was in treatment, they started the torturing again. The name of the game is if I did what they told me to, they would leave or “let me go.” This would go on for another few months. Until I realized they were never going to leave. I became very hopeless after realizing this. I was on my last move. I wasn't going to keep living like this. So, I flew to my mothers house in Amarillo. My mother was in no position to take care of me, as she was handicapped from a motorcycle accident 20 years ago. I moved there with the best of intentions on helping my mother, but shortly after I got there I started using again. This took my suffering to a totally different level. I became very suicidal! The whole time I was needing to take "my power" back. As if somehow they stole everything from me. I was very much in the victim's state of mind. Some of us stay there longer than others. We are in mourning of our old life and how this could happen to us. This state of mind will make you self centered and THEIR intent is for you to focus on nothing but yourself and what is happening to you. It’s really a sick feeling and being an addict I knew this feeling all to well . God was showing me this! It’s all self consuming. Masquerading as Satan in disguise.

What my control looked like was masking it with drugs and alcohol, because I couldn't bear the pain. Basically, my whole life this is how I coped with my feelings. After two failed sucide attempts, I went to the mental hospital for 11 days. It was a much needed stay. Between the drugs and the psychological, relentless torture I was enduring way too much. I needed this to stop and GOD was my last and only resort. I use to treat him as my rescue GOD. Only to bail me out of certain situations. I was left alone with no help from anyone. My mother couldn't help, my boyfriend couldn't help, and as far as I knew, I was the only one experiencing this in the whole world. I was left with the bible. I started reading it and I called upon the name of the Lord. I eventually laid the drugs down. Looking back this was his plan all along. I needed it to be this very way. If I could have gone another way, or an easier softer way that’s what I would have chosen.

My boyfriend was with me when all this started happening and he knew he couldn't save me. He didn't really know what was wrong, but he was sober and going to church and was baptized. I really needed to be shown how to live, because I was very sick and could barely take care of myself. But me seeing him clean and happy it gave me hope. I started going to church too. I remember the feeling of stepping inside for the first time. Everyone was so welcoming and I allowed them to love me. This "Program" they keep us in is "Fear Based". So today I walk by Faith not by sight. And honestly I couldn’t be more excited about the future.

I guess you can say, I always believed in God, but I didn’t know Jesus. I was being deceived in thinking that I didn’t need Jesus to be saved, but No-one goes to the father except through the son. Praise be to the GOD and Father our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the GOD of all comforts. Who comforts us in all our trouble, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. (2 Corinthians 3:4)

I have since been Redeemed, sanctified, and made new through the blood of Jesus Christ. Today I get to help people that are in the same or similar situations. This is all because I place my faith and hope in Jesus Christ. I started by answering emails for Targeted Justice and became friends with some really amazing TI's, who I get to share my life with today. I'm so excited for this web page. I hope my testimony helps someone. My hope and prayer is that everyone of you will be able to receive this gift. This in no way reflects or summarizes all of the suffering from past events that have occurred, the present, nor future events that will occur.

This simply depicts the power and purpose of GOD that is working in and through me. Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved. -Hellen Keller

Melody

Lindsay

Jesus answered, “For this I was born and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice.” -John 18:37

Welcome! Before I get into my story, I want you to know that we are here to share our experience, strength, and hope with you, and listen to your experience with compassion and understanding. We are not here to invalidate you, nor judge anyone else. Instead, our goal is to arm you with emotional support in response to what you’ve been through, and encourage each of you to have your own voice.

More importantly, we are here to FOCUS on achieving a common SOLUTION to an ever expanding world wide problem; one that affects 70% of women! My hope is that what we have in common will connect us together to achieve a higher purpose. My favorite therapist once told me that “your voice is the most powerful antidepressant on planet Earth.” Now, I agree.

My entire life, I saw the best in everyone. I was what you would call “an optimistic free spirit”. I was so blessed to have 2 unbelievably amazing parents who gave me an amazing childhood, and basically gave me every advantage in the world; Most importantly, they showed me more love than any other kid that I knew. They even stuck by me throughout my 10 year long battle & addiction to pain pills. You could say I had it all, yet I took most of it for granted. I guess I was pretty naive to how the world really worked, and my ignorance really was bliss.

I learned that I had been selected as a Gangstalking target or “targeted individual” a.k.a. “T.I.” back in December 1st of 2015, which was the day my son turned 1 year old. I had ever so slightly, begun to pick up on this very faint noise that sounded like someone having a conversation in the background somewhere. The weirdest part is that it clearly sounded just like my ex’s voice! For many reasons I will not get into now, I left with our 1 year old son and went to live with my parents in Kingwood for the entire year of 2015. I realized that no matter where I went, this voice seemed to follow me. I quickly learned that recording it did no good, since the frequency I was hearing wasn’t audible - at least to anyone else. It was then that I realized this voice phenomenon was telepathic in nature, because their voice began broadcasting my own thoughts back to me! Now, this particularly traumatic realization placed me into a state of shock; Therefore, that moment caused me more fear than I’d ever before experienced. Whether unbidden, or premeditated, the simply horrifying fact was that someone and/or something seemed to be intercepting and telepathically communicating my private thoughts back to me; yet, I was the only one who could hear. No one prepares you for this. There’s no “what to do when a nefarious organization psychologically torments you, then subliminally re-programs your parents & loved ones with secondary personalities” book for dummies, lol! Have you ever wished that you were crazy, because that was less scary than what your intuition was telling you??

I started noticing that I was being followed by cars I did not recognize by day, and followed by people I did not know, by night. These people are always approximately 100-200 yards away when they shine their flashlights on and off at me, wherever I happen to be that night. Kingwood, Midland, League City, New York City…even Antigua, are just a few cities where I’ve witnessed them doing this. They spend a lot of time on these little nightly “performances”, which consisted (at first) mainly of yelling out profanities, calling me names, making fun of me, and trying to psychologically break me down. All of this caused my addiction to spiral out of control, and eventually, led me to want to commit suicide - which is completely against my values, and everything I was raised to believe. For years, they tried to get me to do what they asked of me, “and the voices will go away”, (according to them). Still, something else greater inside told me not to believe them, and to hold on. I needed a breakthrough.

In the meantime, my ex had told my parents that a new opioid medication I was taking for neck pain was causing me to “hear voices.” Internally, I somehow knew something much bigger was going on, but I went along with it anyway. I went with my mom to every appointment. 3 years and 3 different psychiatrists later, they had all diagnosed me with “schizo-effective” disorder, and put me on every single “schizophrenic” medication out there. Instinctually, I felt with every fiber in my being that they were wrong. I also knew that if I had schizophrenia (which I had no Family History of), one of the 8 medications my doctors had prescribed me would have been successful at treating my diagnosed condition. I so badly wanted to rid my mind of this disturbing conversation going on in my head, from the moment I woke up, to the time I went to sleep. I tried anything and everything, but I still just intuitively knew that the root of the problem was NOT being addressed. {Because of this experience, I tell every woman that I talk to, or work with, how essential it is to believe their own intuition}!!

I began to see that a “targeted individual” or “T.I.” was just a name for U.S. citizens (and many others around the world) who have unwillingly been selected to be exploited, tortured, and denied their basic Constitutional rights. It is a way for perpetrators to neutralize free-thinking people who oppose their Vaccine mandates, and Nazi-like totalitarian regime. Most targeted individuals take issue with the New World Order being imposed on all of us. Because we are known as people who question their narratives & don’t always go along w/the majority, many of us are chosen to be “Guinea pigs” to experiment on, further their research, and perfect the use of their D.E.W.s (directed energy weapons). In any case, I have never been a willing participant.

If you are here reading my testimony, then it is very possible that you have been affected (somehow) by the weaponization of Neuro technology. Most often, torture is comprised of mind-Reading, mind control, Central Nervous System control, 24/7 anywhere tracking, Organized Stalking, 'Voice-To-Skull'('V2K') traceless mental harassment, sensation of electrical shocks, forced body movements, physical Injury, “Havana Syndrome”, etc. via these Weapons…all of these methods are just fancy ways for someone to mentally, emotionally, and/or physically abuse you without your knowledge or consent…..kind of like making us into human puppets.

“Is Mind Control Possible? Absolutely. There is a mountain of evidence...Today we know there are technologies that can induce sound into the brain at a distance, can monitor and alter brainwaves at a distance, can alter behavior at a distance, can induce images into the brain at a distance, can target individual organs at a distance, can disrupt the calcium ions binding on individual cell surfaces at a distance, creating pain and other effects anywhere in the body. Mind control technology exists, without a question.”

-- Dr Eldon Byrd, Chief Medical Officer of U.S. Navy, 2001

I began praying every morning for God’s will to be done in my life, not my own. Was I a victim? Absolutely. Did I want to stay that way? Absolutely not. It was time to DO something different. You know that saying, “if you’re going through hell, just keep going?” I lived by that for a long time. I still do sometimes. I had been in and out of the AA and NA program for years, but I kept trying to do things “my way”. My best thinking had gotten me right here.

The truth is that I was being set up to fail. “Drive the target to her wits end and create a myth of mental illness around her, leading to her institutionalization” was their intent…“Create a better, stronger version of someone who was very broken” (By God’s Grace) is what was actually accomplished!

I stopped giving the harassers an audience, stopped taking all narcotics, began going back to AA, and actually did what was asked of me by the program. I got a sponsor, worked the steps, and built a relationship with my Creator that has never been better. Eventually, other women even asked me to sponsor them! I never thought anyone else would want what I had to offer! That’s the beauty of how God transforms our Body, Mind & Spirit into what He can use for His greater good! It began to become very obvious to me that Love truly is the only thing strong enough to overcome fear.

“There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.”

-1 John 4:18

After trying like hell for months - years even, to wrap my head around all this, and share the torturous things I was experiencing, I inevitably realized a couple of things. First, that I have been completely conditioned to believe that others would think I am crazy if I told them my truth - which could = psychiatric hospitalization; Secondly, I realized that I was trying harder to seek the approval of others, than I was trying to seek God’s approval! Therefore, when I share my story with others now, I’ve learned that I must be mindful to rise above the engrained “trauma responses” they conditioned me to entertain {which will only instill fear within & keep me silent}, and process my way through as best as I can.

The goal of this program is to psychologically break down the subject and destroy his or her life. God’s goal is to use this very experience to call us to repentance, then refine us into the people HE made us to be.

About 1 and 1/2 years ago, I felt my higher power quicken my heart to pray, fast, and delve deeper into discovering His purpose in my life. That’s when I began doing more research on targeted individuals, and I found a group called Targeted Justice. I saw online they were holding a meeting once a month, inviting T.I.’s to attend. After all, I’d been going through this for 6 years…what if God’s Will was for me to share my story, and listen to yours? So, I gave it a chance, and met some incredible people. I left that meeting feeling more peace than I had ever experienced anywhere else! I live every day of my life now feeling more joy and peace than I’ve ever felt before...even in the midst of the hell I continue to face. Ever since then, I have continued to meet more incredible men and women who all simply had the courage and strength to share their testimonies with me, and countless others. I still have to face Neurological symptoms every day like Headaches, dizziness, cognitive difficulties, fatigue, and hearing loss. Along with short term memory loss, occasional electrical shocks in my brain and body, and manipulated dreams and nightmares that cause me to scream and yell at night (at least that’s what my husband tells me)...I am proud to be a T.I., and to be on this journey with some of my best friends.

The Lord God is the avenger of every one that is oppressed, and the executor of every one that oppresseth.

-C.H. Spurgeon

As the chorus to my favorite song (Another in the Fire) goes: There was another in the fire, standing next to me. There was another in the waters, holding back the seas. And should I ever need reminding of how I’ve been set free, there is a cross that bears the burden where another died for me. There is another in the fire." As the story goes, in Daniel 3, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego willingly risked their lives, knowing if they failed to bow to a false idol, they would be thrown into a fiery furnace by King Nebuchadnezzar and die an excruciating death. Nonetheless, they chose to accept their fate rather than renounce their faith in the Lord God, who ultimately saved them by sending Jesus to accompany them in the inferno. "Then King Nebuchadnezzar was astonished and rose up in haste. He declared to his counselors, 'Did we not cast three men bound into the fire?' They answered and said to the king, 'True, O king.' He answered and said, 'But I see four men unbound, walking in the midst of the fire, and they are not hurt; and the appearance of the fourth is like a son of the gods'" (Daniel 3:24–25).

I begin every morning now with asking God to direct my thoughts, my intentions, and my actions…and to take myself out of the equation! I am happy, confident, and thrilled with the person God is making me into; That was never possible for me before this new era of hope entered my life. I pray your journey brings each of you closer to God, and closer to who He wants you to be…and you may even make some great friends along the way.

With everything that I’ve been through in my life, the hard times brought pain to change me for the better. I could’ve never gotten hurt and stayed “safe”. Or, I could willingly go through the fire, and let it refine me into something even stronger…and guess what? There is another in the fire standing next to me…

~Lindsay